Disconnected
I felt overwhelmed today. Most of the day. Tense. Anxious. Stirred. Overwhelmed.
Not sure why. Really, why.
Maybe because:
- the van broke down
- big ministry time in EPIC (graduations, events, camp, etc)
- dealing with finances
- doctor’s appointment coming up
- etc.
Maybe all or some of those.
Actually I know why. But I don’t want to say. It is embarrassing. Revealing. Convicting.
Okay. The reason–the real reason I feel overwhelmed–disconnectedness.
Big word. Big problem.
My reason for my feeling of overwhelm-ness (not actually a word) is because I have disconnected myself from God lately.
I have excuses though:
- school work
- spending time with family
- working on lessons for EPIC
- regular church stuff
- did I say school work?
- counseling students and their families
Good excuses right? Maybe for me but not with God. God desires my full, 100%, undivided attention. And He deserves it. But I am not giving it to Him.
I feel overwhelmed because I am disconnected. I am trying to do everything on my own. I can’t. Impossible.
Solution. Re-connect with God. Spend time with Him. Talk to Him. Listen to Him.
I am going to re-connect now. Don’t interrupt.
